the unexplained desire…

do i know you, i think really i do..

well the question is how well, a 4X4 pic.. a name is all i know..

should i follow you, may be i shouldn’t..

but am i missing something here..

why’s there a swarm, chasing you..

wish i knew the answers.. but will i ever do..

i chase.. but why? 

is there an explanation.. ?

a post to explain the bewilderness..

may be at a point in time.. 

will i catch it.. or will it be lost..

if i never see it.. will it still make sense.. 

wish i knew the answers.. but will i ever do..

freedom

Let’s imagine you were going through a rough time in life (could be a loss of a loved one, a failed relationship, a missed job opportunity). It’s been quite sometime now, nothing seems to be working.. 

You’re frustrated.. depressed.. you think people are not the same anymore.. You have a different perspective for every little thing in life.. You get hurt by a common argument.. The world is you’r enemy..


Now let’s say it was all a dream.. Life is still where you left it.. (it’s not completely true but let’s assume it is for now). Even though you were dreaming but your consciousness got updated somehow (entanglement might be but let’s not make assumptions here). With this new experience now your reflexes are slow as are your words. Many things that interested you before now seems senseless.. Now you’re not part of the game instead you are an observer. You don’t judge things or people they appear to be correct in their domains. You analyze the process and notes what went and why. There is no wrong or right. There is no winner, no loser.. Everything is a chance, a chance where you choose to be part of that observed reality. Now you don’t pursue the visible. Your imagination is unbounded. You are free. 

surrender to calmness ….

it has always been about you, not me …
its O.K. coz everything seems perfect around you, not me …

you were the hope, you were the cause …
now everything’s a mess coz you are gone …

they need a reason, im the one to blame …
surprised and startled, i lit the flame …

i wanted the answers, adsorbed by emotions …
i know they are rare, but for now …
i know the exceptions …

Don’t ever …
i hear the warning sounds …
hunched for a moment …
Don’t worry …
i had a habit to make them calm …

unsay the dream..

It was rainy, and as usual traffic was unrealistically high in Pune.. All a mind wants is a reason to wander.. Thinking about the differences in life and the senseless chase..

 

we wish for a change to come but wishing is all we have done..  watching the rain.. watching the cold.. spring summers..  the autumn has come..  
but it’s with you my dear i see my sun.. 
beginning my day the world has been set free.. turning sensitive to insensitive, sense to no sense is all they plea..  waiting for these monotonous voices to fall into silence.. 
using chemicals to calm down the violence.. 
It wasn’t so easy to fell a prey.. 
21st century religion and faith to betray..

hope…



A star so far yet the smile so bright..

It crosses horizons of space and time..



You wish for time to slow down..

Give thoughts sometime to wander around..

Even in those regions of singularity..

Her silence defeated my gravity..



For us the tides will never be too high.. 

These storms will pass and believe me there will be light..